I know I haven't been in the best of state lately...
Probably I am torn between different aspects of life...
However, I DO NOT regret going through this phase... coz I really learn alot.
I appreciate the different perspectives presented to me by various people.
Probably because I am not a competitive person by nature.
So that is why I am not propelled forward.
Why do I have to be fault for not being someone I am not?
I am really learning.. everyday.
Though sometimes it is painful & tired battling alone.. when no one understands what you are going through and there is no support...
I am shaping my thoughts and always taking into consideration the things people tell me.
Of coz at the same time, I am starting to do things that I am supposed to do.
Today someone made a comment about me and I was pretty upset by it.
If I am really what the person claimed me to be, I am cool with it.
But the fact is I am NOT! I feel misjudged... misunderstood...
Infact I emo for a few hours. Its been a long while since the last time I felt like this... Nevertheless I got over it a few hours later.
I know people have been saying things.. (and I am NOT assuming) but I seriously think the person should have find out more before making the comment.
Anyway, I have decided not to let the person and the comment affects me.
Today Ken ask me a question during my individual meeting.
He ask since money can't drive me, what will?
I finally have the answer after this mini episode... 一口气！
I don't care how others comment about my speed... I am fully aware of what I want now and I will geddit!
Anyway, I just wanna rant... there is NO NEED to ask me about it. =)
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