my 1st post of the year!!

Dear Vgians!!

its my 1st post of the year & i think we really need to put ourselves on track, such as with the regular blogging & posting of goals by 2359 of every sunday.

anyway, 2010 is one of the only years in which i didnt write any new year resolutions.
as lynn put it in the advoblog, once u have ur dreamboard, u dont actually need resolutions as i believe our ultimate dreams are much much much bigger than any yearly resolution, even though every month & year we are doing something which contributes to those bigger dreams.

as psychologist Gestalt says, "the whole is more than the sum of its parts".

2010 is also an exciting year for me because i am going to finally GRADUATE,
& also we are going to embark on an exciting VRA,
& i am going to do things i have never done before in my life.

during tdy's & ystdy's meeting,
somehow i keep having the feeling that we can do whatever we are asked to do or challenged to do,
we can do whatever that needs to be done to achieve our ultimate goals,
however we always stop/pause/hesitate/avoid having to go through new experiences or step out of our comfort zone because of self-doubt.

i dont even think fear or uncertainty is the issue.

without self-doubt, there will not be fear & uncertainty.

thus my 2010 goal is to RECOGNIZE my own self doubt,
especially whenever it is setting in,
which means i have to monitor my thoughts/feelings closely,
& i hope VGIANS will HELP me overcome it whenever i recognize a self-doubt.

i gratefully thank all of u VGIANS in advance, for being part of my dreambuilding process of 2010 :)

cheers to everyone!!! :D